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One Last Entry Before I leave This LJ:
Happy Birthday iRiS.
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| Brand New Skin |
[17 Dec 2003|08:39am] |
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I currently now have a new LiveJournal. If anyone would like the username just email me and I'll give you the info.
SomethingIronic@yahoo.com
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[16 Dec 2003|06:11am] |
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So mom hasn't given me too much hassel about my hair this morning. This is a very good thing. I think she finally realizes that I will always have short hair rather she likes it or not. Julie loves it and get this, so does Jamie.
::drum rolls:: And mom called me Colin this morning, oh look at that...and used male pronouns.
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[15 Dec 2003|09:25pm] |
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Melissa Ethridge ::The Weakness In Me:: |
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Instead of doing homework, I took this survery.
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| Boys Night Out |
[15 Dec 2003|08:08pm] |
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A Perfect Circle ::Megdalena:: |
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There are few boys in town who got their hair cut and dyed. I wonder who these two could be.Hmm..could it be Land and Colin? I personally think Land looks damn sexy with his hair all did up. And I will admit, I like having uber short hair. YaYness.
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| Gender Queer |
[15 Dec 2003|06:16am] |
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Smashing Pumpkins ::Eye:: |
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The one thing that has come to annoy me is when people assume how long two people will last or not last in a relationship. I've even done it but...this morning I realized just how it really bothers me. The idea of breaking up with Kasey does not sit well with me at all. I can't imagine breaking up with her anytime soon, maybe that's why I hate it when people assume. By the way, I'm feeling very gender queer.
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| Laugh Everyone |
[14 Dec 2003|09:21pm] |
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No Doubt ::Running:: |
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Land Has A Crush!
(he's just too shy to admit it)
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| The Wind In Her Golden Hair |
[14 Dec 2003|08:29pm] |
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Natalie Merchant ::My Skin:: |
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Even still you have this crazy effect on me. Even now when I look at you this smile can't help but form. I don't think I've smiled this much in a very long time. Your hand in mine on a cold sunday night in December. I couldn't ask for more. But to be holding you right now. I couldn't ask for more but to be with you. I Am So Lucky.
I Get A Rush When I'm With You.
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| This Life Was Meant For Something More |
[14 Dec 2003|07:58pm] |
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Korn ::Alone I Break:: |
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I feel very energized right now. I think it's because I got to see the MostBeautiful tonight. She told me to update, otherwise I wouldn't be right now. She just told me I make her all hot and bothered. Hmm, she must be mistaken me for someone else. Silly Kasey. She's a SexyBeast. The End.
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| Sweet Calamity |
[12 Dec 2003|04:24pm] |
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Cristy just called. I guess my grandma is in town with my uncle so I'll be spending some time with them before they head back up north. If there's one person I look up to, it's my step sister. I love her so much. I just realized that I have never told her that. It's kinda weird. My cousin Kelly is back in the hospital due to pregnencey implacations so I'll probably end up visiting her. If everything goes okay we'll have a new member in the family named Gavin by the end of the month. I hope to see Kasey this weekend as well. I love you babe.
On another note: The Te of Piglet is a really good book.
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| I Am Not |
[11 Dec 2003|09:48pm] |
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Paul Van Dyke ::Forbidden Fruit:: |
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If I were to spill my guts out anymore tonight I think I would die.
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| Tomorrow I'll Be |
[11 Dec 2003|04:56pm] |
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Tom Petty ::You Wreck Me:: |
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If everything goes according to plan I'm geting my hair cut on Monday after school. How am I going to get it done? haha.
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| The Te Of Piglet |
[11 Dec 2003|04:00pm] |
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Trapt ::Hollowman:: |
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"There is curious notion that freedom is some how synonymous with gutter jargon. At one time people who worked in the arts would boast to one another about their ability to communicate ideas that attacked social injustice and brutality. Now some of them seem to feel that they have struck a blow for humanity if only they can use enough four-letter words....
The debasement of language not only reflects but produces a retreat from civility. The slightest desagreement has become an occasion for violent reactions. Television has educated an entire generation of Americans the believe that the normal way of reacting to a slight is by punchng someone in the face."
"And the sensitivity
That you're now ashamed to see
Can be developed even more,
So you can find the hidden doors
To places no one's been before..."
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| You Kissed Me Like You Meant It |
[11 Dec 2003|06:24am] |
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We are different but maybe differences will only bring us closer together. Maybe we're so different that we'll be able to let the other see life from a new prespective. I had a dream about you. I woke up missing you more than usual. I hope you're doing okay.
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[10 Dec 2003|08:11pm] |
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Amy Studt ::Misfit:: |
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Okay, so that entry bothers me beyond any words. Don't get me wrong, it's beautifully written, but it disturbs me to the the very core. I'm sure you'll be able to come up with a title without my help.
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| Colorized World. You've Got So Far. |
[10 Dec 2003|07:29pm] |
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Alkaline Trio ::Trouble Breathing:: |
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I remember the night I was talking to Mindie on the phone when she was visiting Nikki and Bethany and everyone. I remember having that gut feeling that she was lying to me. And a few days later, it turned out to be right.
I hate when I have a gut feeling and it turns out to be right.
::stabs gut::
I need to keep myself busy before I get all gloomy. I Miss Tony. I want to go to the lake front. I want a big bowl of vanilla ice cream. I must stop this entry before I start to whimper and whine.
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[10 Dec 2003|04:57pm] |
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Rocky Horror ::Sweet Transvestite:: |
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| Very Very Late |
[09 Dec 2003|11:21pm] |
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Counting Crows ::Round Here:: |
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This is going to be another entry about Kasey. Another one because I can't get her off my mind, I won't be able to get any rest if I don't get this all out. I am the type of person who doesn't easily admit things. It's even harder for me to admit that I am in love with someone. I hate falling in love with someone so quickly, so intenesly but I am falling. I have. Letting go of your insecurities isn't always bad. I must admit, I like this feeling. I love the way Kasey makes me feel...everytime she looks at me. I turn my head away because those eyes just seem to do something to me. They're so green. So Beautiful. When she looks at me it's as if she can read my every thought, my every heartache, she looks at me with that soft smile I just lose myself. Fierce green yet so soft at the same time. Her touch is so gentle and comforting. I feel so safe in her arms. So calm. To know she loves me for me. Someone made me realize how you really know when you know for sure when you're in love with someone. And I am. I am in love with Kasey.
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| Tired Once More |
[09 Dec 2003|08:52pm] |
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Monica ::Let Me Love You Down:: |
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Several things that are currently on my mind. I need a damn haircut. I like my hair the length it is now, don't get me wrong but I can't stand the fact that I am starting to realize how many people are starting to slip on pronouns again. I need a damn haircut just so my self-esteem doesn't collide into a cement wall. How sad. Land hung up on me for the first time tonight. I heard him crying. I can't get it out of my head. Karl is wonderful, but I don't think he completely accepts the trans thing. I should talk to him some more about it. I miss iRiS. Images of this past July keep replaying themselves on the insides of my eyelids. And you, thoughts of you were haunting me today. I almost felt like crying. How funny it all seems now. I miss Kasey...I won't even go into that. I feel restless.
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